Thursday, December 4, 2008;
Went to find a new skin for my blog.. =]] a new start. hais.. Days after days, months after months, time really flies.. I really got so much in love with him over this months..Tears and smile come and go.. my love for him remains.. So much tinks happen, yet we make it through. But as days go by i got more and more afraid.. I'm afraid of losing him.. I never had the feeling of being afraid to lose sumone untill i knew him.. Dear dear change my life.. he made a great impact to my life.. =]] hais.. he's now serving national service.. Din get to see him that often now. but nothing change.. expecially my love for him.. Really miss him alot.. two years may be long but i promise i will wait for him.. Ever since he went in army his mood not really good.. so his attitude changes as his mood changes..Was very sad at the start.. but there nothing i can do either. i promise to stand by him no matter wad it takes..Army arrow him he arrow me.. wad to do.. life goes on.. Tml dear booking out.. yea!!! den he got 10 days block leave.. Will treasure the days. hhahs..
fakeasmile@3:48 PM
Wednesday, August 6, 2008;
hhahs!! back to blog again after ten years.. lols.. wans to find a job.. =[[ arghs!!! no money no life.. dear kip on pick on bear bear.. he likes to bully bear bear.. ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!! bear bear so innocent.. even through bear bear is abit noisy.. i mean very noisy.. but in sum ways he's really cute.. hhahs.. just tat he bark too loud.. but bear bear rocks!!! mwachhs. dear tinks tat i dun show him enuff love.. love is not by showing but by feeling it.. i have already tried my best to make him feel it.. maybe i didnt do enuff or.. i dunno.. but i noe i really love him.. just like i never do before.. he make me feel tat i am myself when i'm with him.. its tat kind of special feeling.. hhahs.. you never noe how powerful it is.. so powerful tat it catches my heart.. although there are times we quarrel or argue.. but love exists of up and down.. laughters and cries.. and sumtime a quarrel can make a relationships grows closer.. quarrel is all about different opinion.. and tats when we voice out our opinion.. and when i lose to his reason i will start running away hoping he will hold my hand tight.. hoping he will say sorry even though he noes i'm in the wrong.. hoping he will hug me tight to ensure me tat everytinks ok.. of cos dear always hold me to stop me.. but i tink he must be tinking i'm unreasonble.. even though i abit unreasonable.. lols.. but i noe i really treasure tis relationship.. dear dear woaini.. =]]
fakeasmile@1:47 AM
Friday, July 18, 2008;
=[[
10 secrets..
She's unreasonable becos she's unreasonable.
She cry becos she's happy.
She laugh becos he makes her crazy.
She become angry becos she wants to be tampered.
She nids a guy to makes her angry and make her smile once again.
She's cold and she doesnt nids any blanket, all she wants is a hug from him
She's wants to be the first and tat make her feel at the top of the world.
She wants him to stay over the fone whole night wit her.
She just want the guy to give in to her over and over again.
She stay whole night tinking how to say sorry.
i'm sorry dear. i love you.
i appreciate every small little tinks you did for me. but sumhow you never noe i noe. i truely understand and feel it when you give in to me. but do you feel it when i just nid you to say i love you dear. everytinks fine.
fakeasmile@8:44 AM
Thursday, June 5, 2008;
lifes boring agn. tomolo going zoo. hmm.. it's been quite long since i have ever visited a zoo. den monday have to go report. summore have to dress nicely. strange. den dear tonite mayb going zuok. fcuk one la. empty promises. argh!!! the best tink to do now is dun care anytink la. tink liaos i also du lan. den wtf i make myself suffer. just simply hack care. wonder yy guys like to go tat kind of place. argh!!! dun tok about it liaos. but the fcuking tink kip poping out in my mind making me reminding it. hais. fcuking boring now. dun wanna write liaos. bye..ps: empty promises breaks the heart.. =[[current mood:angry and =[[reason:she love himHealing method:sleep and wait for his corHealing method 2:eat ice creamlast sentenses:Geraldine love yongLi
fakeasmile@1:56 PM
Tuesday, June 3, 2008;
(my baobei dear)
din went to work for three days le. so shuang.. hhahs. but den out of a sudden i become a poor shit. going back to work tomolo. boring. but den no choice.. i dun wanna be a poor shit anymore.. hehes. see tat pic? taken on last week sat at yishun safra party world. used joel fone to take. hhahs!! he look no different from a pig in the zoo rites? hhahs!!!!!!! tat nite was so fun. all the guys there face look like the monkey butt. hhahs. especially joel one. sian. now waiting for dear to knock off from work. damn long lo.. i should have gone for work today. den at least wont so boring. dear ars. faster leis. i at home rotting like hell. missing you like crazy. jialat la. you go work onli den i cannot tahan liaos. next time you go army i comfirm die liaos lo. i wonder wad kind of powerfull spell you given. tat i cant stop being crazy over you. realli wonder how i am so devoted to you lo. but den i'm borned to be faithfull. hhahs!!! i very boring la dear. after blogging i go bath liaos. you better not let me wait. you never fail to let me wait de lo. so bad. k la. i go prepare first. bye bye. Geraldine love YongLi.. loves and misses. forever loves.
fakeasmile@3:50 PM
Wednesday, May 28, 2008;
(i simply loves him..)
here to update my blog. so long din update le. lols. was very busy tis few days. =]] not much tinkhappen recently acctually. was tat i found out i love dear more and more each day. i cant imagine the day without him. he's working wit joel now and i'm working wit joel's gf now. lols. but we still mit up everyday. enjoy and happy wit my life now. even though i dun really have much time to accompany dear. den during i kip on magma shoot on dear. but he didnt blame me or get angry wit me. a perfect bf. thanks dear. i love you. =]] Tomolo going wit dear to make his posb tink den aftertat he acompany me go couselling. wenfu today book out den he ton at wenfu house. but he lend me his psp. hhahs!!! he's so wei da to lend me his psp. missed him loads. i caught myself smiling to myself for no reason, den i realize i was tinking about him.. dear. really thanks for all your romances and everytink. no matter wad i do you will never lose your temper on me. thanks for all your patients on me. you let me noe how much you actually meant to me. how much i fear losing you. you're so important to me. so important tat i can exchange my life for yours. dun ever leave me. i nid you. i swear you're going to be my last. the first guy tat i found true happiness. you're my fren my family my bf and my husband. gtg. loves and misses. Geraldine Lee love Chang YongLi. be mine forever.. =]]
fakeasmile@12:25 AM
Sunday, May 18, 2008;
Geraldine Lee love Chang YongLi
today went out wit dear and his fren. den celebrated our first month. lols. went juntion 8 to watch ironman. was very nice. hhahs. good story line. mayb you guys should watch it. lols. worth watching. watch movie le slack awhile den go home. lols. den dear send me a msg. ok. tat msg makes me cant sleep for 3 days 3 night. its simply sweet lo. love him. hhahs. just now online den i realize tat joel and his gf date is 180508. lols. all on 18 de lo. wenfu and his gf same as me and dear. hhahs. liddat must see who last longer liaos lo. hhahs. so boring now. nothing to so. missing dear. forgotten to bring his psp today. lols. not purposely de. the more i remind myelf the more i will forget. strange tink. waiting for tomolo so i can go mit dear. lols. but the thought of walking to his house makes me feel insane. so hot and the route is like never ending one. i wonder how he can tahan. lols. mayb i should bring a umbrella along. hhahs. or mayb i should ask him come pick me up at the bus stop. but i not so bad. ji wei da lo. tomolo mitting ying hong dey all. watch movie agn. should be ba. from wad i have heard la. lols. summore vivo. damn far. ''if i can fly'' tats would be so great. yea. in a thousand yrs. dream on. lols. orh ya. i ate pepper lunch today. its so nice. ok guys gtg le. orh ya. wait.. forgotten to say i love you dear. mwachs. ok i gtg le. orhs ya. wait.. forgotten to say i miss you loads dear. huggs. ok gtg le. orh yah. wait.. one llast tink. i'm really going. hhahs. loves and misses. dear, goodnight. you're missed and loved by miss Geraldine Lee. i loves you. now and forever. =]]
fakeasmile@2:46 AM
