hhahs.. was backk agaiin.. lols.. n0 m0re sko0liing daes f0r me le.. shag.. but n0 ch0ice ii made the path myself.. blame n00ne budd myself l0.. startiin w0rkk on thursdae le.. left f0ur m0re daes t0 enj0y myself.. wan suii ars!!! haiis.. ttat dae wentt ciityhall t0 take my pr0moter m0ney backk.. sae niice iis t0 c0llectt my m0ney backk.. bu hao tiing iis t0 g0 there andd see hiim.. hiim w0rkiin there.. thatt few miinutes iis enuff bbas.. man zhu le.. yea.. diin see the fuckiin menager there.. but iits alriight.. c0s she will sp0iil my fuckiin mo0d.. l0ls..

n0e me andd wendy will have less tiime t0getherr wiit each other le.. will miissh her dde.. ba0beii siistax euu have t0 takkiirres okiies? me free will g0 entertaiin euu dde.. l0ls.. euu enj0y d0iin ur pepper lunchh bbas.. hhhas!!! remember fiindd ur xiin fu to0.. w0 zhen xiin zhu fu nii dde..

ah b0y wentt malaysiia liia0s.. less one people t0 entertaiin me andd dii siia0x me.. lols.. fiinally peace afterr w0rldd war 4.. hhahs!!! readyy fuckk up wiit now dde liife siiax.. ii dunn0 where t0 go.. luacky still have br0 andd jiie.. iif n0t ii realii have t0 takkiirres.. t0ughh ii n0e ii cantt realii reply on dem, budd they are my onlii liight f0r n0w.. n0w dden ii fiinally reliizedd tatt fiimiily iis damn iimp0rtantt t0 me.. ii niidd dem t0 go on.. n0t fren realii.. hhahs.. as f0r relatii0nshipp.. l0ls.. ii leave iit t0 fate bbas.. y0u yuan huii zaii yii qii dde..

fakeasmile@3:14 PM



hhahs.. n0tt w0rkiin t0dae.. was fiiredd.. shag ars.. all those fuckiin manager was damn unreas0nable.. iits was theiir fault andd yett they pushh iit t0 me andd kaiiquan.. whatt the hell iis tiis man? iits alriightt ttat ii kena sackk.. but ii dun wan hiim t0 gett sack to0.. the sh0e was w0rn by me but why sh0uldd he pay? d0esnt make any sense at all.. att leastt kn0wiin thatt n0thiin happen t0 hiim ii'm gladd.. t0ldd hiim ttat ii wanna make angela pay f0r iit.. andd yett he saes ii'm childiish.. of c0s he d0esntt feel angry.. c0s ii have alwaes been there explaiinin t0 the manager iit was all my fault.. i'm the one ttat getts the reall fuckiin scoldiin fr0m every0ne.. even when my fren besiide me askk me n0tt t0 be sadd.. ii t0ldd her ttat iit was n0tt the m0ney ttat matters.. iit was hiim ttat matters.. m0ney anddd kena sackk has neberr been a pr0blem t0 me.. but hiim gettiin sc0lddiin iis a biig pr0blem t0 me.. i dun wan hiim t0 gett sc0lddiin.. ii'm stupiidd.. yea.. ii have alwaes ben stupiidd.. argh!! f0rgett iit.. as l0ng as he's fiine everytiink iis fiine to0.. dun care if ii have ttat fuckk up j0b an0tt.. w0 bu xii han la.. angry. yy am ii alwaes s0 stupiidd???

fakeasmile@1:03 PM



erzii depressii0n. miissiing hiis daddy..


fakeasmile@6:00 PM



lols!!! diin wentt outt t0dae.. br0ke the w0rldd rec0rdd.. hhahs.. sleptt the wh0le dae at h0me.. realii niice t0 sleep wen iits raiiniin.. hhahs.. wake up at 3 om den wentt cavana t0 eat.. k0r k0r's treatt.. hhahs.. dden ii wentt backk t0 sleep agaiin till8 plus dden wentt faiirpriice.. lo0kk liike auntiie carryiin a baskett siiax.. budd still w0rthiit, b0ughtt al0tt of tiinks.. hhahs..

ii reallii dunn0 h0w t0 tell hiim ttat n0w iis n0tt the riight tiime ttat we patch.. ii wasnt ready yett.. budd ii l0ve hiim.. ii als0 dunn0 wadd ii tiinkiin wadd m0re hiim.. l0ls.. shall t0p here.. g0tt n0thiin iinteresttii t0dae..

fakeasmile@7:42 AM



sadded dae ii hadd.. Wentt t0 sko0l iin a verii tiiriing mo0dd.. afterttat wentt t0 miitt jeremy.. l0ls.. dden wentt fareastt andd ciine.. wa quiite b0riin there.. s0 ii askk dem t0 cum sembawang slackk.. l0ls.. they wentt h0me after andrew, ah b0ii andd xue zhii came.. iif n0tt they att there als0 verii b0riing..

ii andd wendy was iin a verii badd mo0dd.. lo0kk att all Gary used t0 sendd me dde msg.. reallii hardd t0 c0ntr0l all my tears.. ii n0e ii l0ve hiim.. reallii l0adds.. the maiin reas0n ii br0ke up wiit hiim was bec0s ii diin wantted hiim t0 suffer.. ii wantedd him t0 be happiie even th0ugh ii'm n0tt happiie.. other pe0ple may tiink ttat ii wasnt bein faiir t0 hiim.. but f0r all i n0e.. ii was justt tryiin t0 be faiir t0 hiim.. he reallii treatt me well.. everytiink he diid was f0r the sake of me andd yett ii leave hiim.. ii'm a bastardd!!! REAL BASTARD!!! yesterdae was my 5 m0nths wiit hiim iif we diidnt breakk up.. sendd hiim a msg.. but he diin reply.. maybe he hadd f0rg0tten me.. dden i shall exceptt iit.. l0ve iis all ab0utt hurtt.. i wantedd hiim t0 be miine agaiin but ii'm afraiidd we will gett hurtt agaiin..

ii'm depressedd.. realii stress up.. miissin him everydae.. ii turn madd one dae.. but ttat will be go0dd to0.. att leastt ii w0nt be clear of wadd ii'm d0iin.. w0 shii zhen dde hen aii ta dde.. n0t even a dae hadd ii st0p miissiin hiim.. everywhere i g0 ii justt cantt gett hiim off my miindd.. went fareastt andd saw the mem0riies we hadd t0gether.. was realii hearttbr0ken.. em0 the wh0le dae.. or sh0uld ii be a playgiirl backk once agaiin? justt liike wadd he diid.. tiinkkiin reallii hardd wadd ii sh0uldd d0.. but ii cantt tiink of anytiink.. all ii can tiink of iis hiim.. GARY CHUA!!!!

fakeasmile@8:46 AM

Wendy b0ughtt me a piing pang.. ii t0ld her ii wanna eatt andd she b0ughtt me one.. thankks siistax.. l0ve euu l0adds.. muackks.. bef0re g0iin t0 w0rkk went t0 faiirpriice t0 b0ughtt s0me tiibiits andd tw0 chiicken.. niice chiicken ii b0ught.. one f0r wendy one f0r me.. s0 we are quiits.. hhahs.. t0dae was garry biirthdae biirthdae.. yett he wass in a badd m0odd bec0s of aliice.. heyy fren.. cheer up man.. ii b0ughtt a atupiid umbrella outt yett ii diin use iit.. stupiid riites? hhahs.. bec0s of ttat umbrella ii made a real fo0l of myself!! angry.. l0ls.. reachiin h0me ttat tiime g0tt people take number fr0m me.. ii diin giive.. hhahs..

iif ii diin breakk wiit gary t0dae will be our 5 m0nths.. sadded relatii0nship.. ttat qquiire was b0ughtt by hiim durin our fiirst m0nth.. haiis.. y diid tiink turn out tiis wae? ta haii aii w0 mahhs? wang le y ge ren zhen dde hen bu r0ng yii.. wadd ab0utt hiim.. had he f0und sum0ne t0 replacedd me? baby ii'm s0rriies.. ii diin regrett haviing ur l0ve bef0re.. iit was a precii0us mem0riies t0 me.. a unf0rgetable one.. alwaes iin my miind.. i/u

fakeasmile@11:45 PM



Hhahs.. diin wentt t0 w0rkk t0ddae.. enj0y al0tt.. hhahs.. wentt t0 miit z0e, j0yce andd jiiaqii.. butt jiiaqii haben even miit her f0r 10 miin she weii jii mong kok le..bastardd.. afterttat wentt t0 buy iinstantt noodle dden g0 z0e h0use co0kk andd eatt.. niice.. yummy.. kuku hamster was damn cute lo.. but dey biite!!! wentt t0 miit Wendy dey all.. b0riin liife wiit dem.. damn b0riin one..

after 16 of my liife.. iit was the fiirst tiime ii fly.. fly off a see saw.. wtf!! thankks andrew.. _I_ hate hiim la.. ah b0ii cum afterttat.. t0k t0k slackk slackk.. b0riin liife agaiin.. iin miishh hiim ttat muchh t0ddae.. tryiin my bestt t0 wang le ta..

quarrel wiitt wendy t0ddae.. sumh0w ii feel ttat she will leave me one dae.. andd ttat dae will be the dae ii l0se everytiink.. criied my heartt outt t0dae.. t0ldd xue zhii h0w ii was feeliin.. reallii niidd sum0ne there.. n0b0dy justt understandd me.. n0b0dy!!!! haiis.. all al0ne iin my w0rldd.. ii niidd sum0ne there t0 enter my w0rldd..

fakeasmile@2:09 AM





justt came backk fr0m w0rkk n0tt l0ng.. was damn tiiredd haviin t0 carry the tr0lley up andd d0wn.. the m0st freakkiin partt iis ttat the bl0ckk d0esnt have liifft att every flo0r.. WTF!! afterall.. still earn 13 d0llar.. n0e iit wasnt al0t.. but better dden n0thiin lo.. hhahs.. Went t0 7-11 t0 buy s0me piizza h0me.. niice ones ii b0ughtt reallii fill up my empty st0muchh.. the m0stt iinterestiin partt pf my w0rkkiin dae iis ttat ii f0und a real biig ants.. giiant one.. l0ls..

on the wae h0me, was tiinkiin of gary.. the mem0riies we hadd.. ii reallii miishh hiim l0adds.. ii niid hiim.. but we wasnt meantt t0 be.. ii l0ve hiim.. justt as muchh as lastt tiime.. ii pr0miise euu ttat euu will neberr be replacedd.. alwaes iin my heart iin my miind.. n0tt once has euu been f0rg0tten.. ii deciidedd t0 stay single.. ii cantt exceptt an0ther relatii0nshiip riightt n0w.. ii cantt gett hiim off my miind..

Realli tiiredd of liife.. the same oldd liife iim leadiin wiithoutt hiim besiide me everytink seems s0 diifferent.. weii she me xiiang aii dde ren bu neng gou zaii yii qii? biian biian huan shang le huii yii.. w0 daii zh gary za0 piian za0 da0 haii jiia0 tian biian xii wang ta huii zaii chu xiian.. iim s0 s0rriies.. ii l0ve euu l0adds.. c0untless tears ii hadd f0r euu.. itt all w0rth iit.. bec0s iits euu ttat make my liife w0rthwhile.. xiie xiie nii weii w0 fu chu dde yii qiie..

fakeasmile@1:44 AM

> Geraldine Lee
> 17
> Attached
> Hyperactive
> Love him.. Mr Chang Yongli

Its was never easy to be in love,
however, i got myself in love.
Obstacles after obstacles,
We made it through for months.
Tears and cries were nothin anymore,
To and extend, pain overcome pain.
Have some trust for me,
For i always have tat in you..
i love you baby.

> Nothing
> To forgive and forget

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